I am looking for a specific girl, with specific to her characteristics and mannerisms and ticks and all of that amazing stuff that makes her the girl who I’ve dreamt of since I was little. I think I may have indeed found her here, unfortunately my memory is a bit jarred from the trauma of the past several years and her image in my mind is blurred and while I’m hopeful that the universe will rectify that, I’m not holding my breath and I’m engaging with the best candidates I can find because I know in my heart that I already love her and have all my life and I really don’t want to go through the rest of my life on this sad, doomed little dirt ball without my best half.
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